I feel something so right
By doing the wrong thing
And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing
I could lie, could lie, could lie
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive
- counting stars
I’m pretty sure that I’ll never be who I am today if I never did any mistakes before. Though I hate being wrong; I hate making mistakes; I hate being embarrassed. Mistakes and disappointments will always be part of my life and I will never hate myself for these disappointments but I’ll kill myself if I will do something wrong thrice. Sometimes, I need to be the bad/wrong one to know what’s true and what’s right. And even though it sucks to be wrong most of the time, I’m still thankful for it. It made me who I am today. I’m the person I wanted to be; I’m alive.